I feel most myself when...
I have my hands in the dirt and when I’m traveling with my family. We’re currently on our yearly ‘Pause’, where we travel for almost a month. As I write this from the sunny Sonoran desert, I’m sitting here in total peace, charmed by a cacti-gaze & a regulated nervous system. I thrive in this window of pleasure, transformation & exploration. When I feel spaciousness in my day and I listen to my body, I feel free and most aligned with the essence of my full and true spirit.
My home-life is centered in homeschooling our 2 kids and running Wildcare, our distillation house & skincare line. Being a triple Virgo has helped me develop good patterns for a well-functioning flow, but jumping out of the hoop & traveling, finding a flow in the unknown & spontaneity of that particular day is rewarding for my whole self. In the past, I used to be much more rigid and felt more structure equated to more safety & order. I know now that’s because I needed to find that in myself first. That discovery has allowed me the space to see that structure can look like a container for free-play or even a container to do nothing, which actually allows me to remember myself even more in a world I've built where I’ve put many ahead of myself. It also helps as a parent to see when your kids are expressing their uniqueness & essence so well, you remember offering yourself the same opportunities can bring you back to center too. Who ever said as you grow up you should stop playing in dirt? When I’m home, the garden is my happy place. Gardening connects me to my past, present & future. Is there anything more gratifying than giving effort to growing a tiny seed and being well-fed by it in return?